well today i was thinking about my experiences on past misson trips so i have would like to chronicle my past adventures into the soul of Christain Sprituality. (bear with me!)
well it is my few last times as being on a misson trip in which i have encountered what i would call tranquility. this i believe to be a blessing to have such a feeling, as it is that i may not be able to describe the steps hereto. but i have gone decided that i should not depend my personal life with God as just a 'feeling' that could be just manufactured by our own minds to fuel our need to have a 'mountian top' experience with God. but what i consider is to be the only feeling that i have attained when on such journeys that i have discovered that your own silence can be such a great feeling when you are connected, soul and mind, with God. i have felt this at chapel many times and yet it ends due to the studies that we obviously must attiain to live normal lives. so to say that such experiences are only conceiveable in such a place and situation as only misson trip is hardly correct, but it can be attained by adaptation to our normal high school lives..you are all thinking right now if i got this off the internet but in reality i have not. it is true and i have wanted to merge such lives, but in that it could be possible that i might overload myself because i am very easily distracted from doing so once i get in the mind-set. i really do wish and hope to do such a transition but for now im just trying to give God control my life.
(ha im not that bad of a writer...)
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Ahh...a cisco update
well we took a test on Friday....it didnt count for anything (thank God) but im kinda worried about how i had time to study and still i did bad on it...im really good at this kinda stuff normally hmm...it is kinda disturbing..but we are going to go over it and then take the test for real. im gonna study A LOT next week...even find every single "hidden" diagram...i just hope that i can do well.
im thinking of actually going into networking as my career..i kno im not that good at it now but im sure i can get better with a little bit of practice. but thats a while from now..just need to work hard now.
and the misson trip speech was from my xanga site...i guess God laid it on my heart..
Amen...lol
--Matt--
